Sunday, March 12, 2006
before i start off, i just wanna wish my dear
socks a HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!just to spice things up in my blog, i've changed my font colour! haha..alright. settled on a colour alr.
many people are getting frustrated with school work and not being able to score during tests. i'm so disappointed with myself. i can't even finish revision exercises which were given so long ago. why do i always get disheartened easily when i fail to work out the answer? i wanna blog happy things but i cannot seem to find anything. sorry all. sometimes i just hope that things will work out the way i want it to be. like i've always wanted my brother to be in mj together with me, he was so close. 13 points, i never expected that from him. i was SOOO happy and excited because he made it! he could be posted to mjc! just when i saw a glimmer of hope, mj had to lower their entry point to 12. thus, he got posted to tpjc. seriously, i was very upset and i'm still tryin to accept the fact that his appeal had not gone smoothly. him coming to mj was something i had looked forward to since last year. and now, it's not happening.
it's the GP test tmr. somehow, there's something in me that's causing me to feel nervous. perhaps it's due to the fact that i dun wanna do badly anymore. haha.. gp what. u can't help it. or rather in my case, it's either u pass border line or fail. shit la. i'm so scared. haha..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 8:27 PM
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